Being alone surrounded by four walls for a long period of time can be impulsive.
I sometimes speak to myself.
I sometimes feel I need to fall deeply in love.
I sometimes get mystic.
I sometime bring out my camera and shoot silly things (a bottle of water, couple of coins).

I sometimes eat even if I don’t have an appetite.
I sometimes listen to one song or instrumental over and over without a purpose.
I sometimes walk around the room thinking I am a sad bastard.
I wanna open my course notes and revise but still loads of course work to accomplish and always thinks it is early, although it is not.

SO AM I WISE OR INSANE? I GUESS BOTH.
There is a drinks reception this wednesday where all the MSc students are invited to the beautiful Roman Baths for having a group photograph for all this year’s MSc in Management students and some drinks (not for me!). However some issus impede me from going. I have to dress smart, which I dislike and these days I feel like not so enthusiastically being around many people. And the final reason is because it contradicts with the UEFA champions league semi-final against Liverpool-Chelsea. So I am gonna pass this time, although I am sure I am gonna regret it in the future. But what the heck, my life has been a bunch of regrets and it worked out fine.
Finally, which have been bugging me for a while now. Did you ever, during a teamwork task or assignment, happen to be with lazy people who regularly delay his/her task and profusely apologizes for these delays in a sweet way you can do nothing about it? Well, I am stuck with one of those kind of humanbeings. May Allah help me! Hope he/she does not read this post or I’m totally dead!
Regards,
Tito
































May 1, 2007 at 1:29 am
dont be sad =(
believe me nothing worths
try doing things u like, call ur family, chat to ur friends online, go out to places u like, recall sweet memories , cheeeeeeeeer up !
and about the reception if u dont feel going dont go and dont regret anything u do coz u dont do anything unless u want it !
Hope to hear ur feeling better soon =)
May 1, 2007 at 2:12 pm
Listen to me, clean up your act and go to the MsC gathering!! for god’s sake how many times in life will you be able to take a group photo with the people you’ve spent the hardest times with! loool
wala you remind me of my brother! but hey if you really dont want to go dont force yourself
Hahah wala ya7lailak when youre alone (remind me of myself) yalla il dinya matiswa.. who know you might have a blast there, and catch up the game?!!
take good care, and tell us how it all goes
c’mon wear that smile on your face! maynasibk itkoon za3lan and down.
May 1, 2007 at 4:51 pm
allah i3eenk.. I know the feeling
best thing to do is spend some time doing something.. or going out to anywhere even if you don’t have anything to do there
May 1, 2007 at 6:55 pm
No, no guys listen, I am ok, am not sad, depressed or anything like that. Sorry my mistake for not being explicit enough. I was just outlining kind of behaviour that was kinda weird bas il 7amd lillah am all right LOL
Sweeety, as your nickname implies, thank you for your extra care and sweetness, everything is fine.
..G.. I liked the bossy comment LOL. I will consider it once again and see if I go, now that I know one of my friends is going as well.
Mimallel: Thanks for the advice bro! Really appreciate it. Keep these comments coming
Thanks
Thank you
May 1, 2007 at 11:10 pm
im sowwwy didnt mean to be bossy tito!!
sami7ny honey! (a)
May 2, 2007 at 10:18 am
الله يكون في العون…
May 2, 2007 at 6:42 pm
guess insanity has taken over ur mind!!,, as it did for me!
yalaaa, inshalaa temoor el ayam, n u’ll feel better
May 2, 2007 at 9:08 pm
number 1 & 2
are sooooooo ME
am starting to think really is it normal or some kind of weirdo thing ?!!
well what ever the answer was
am glad am living in a different way
I love those kind of posts
Al7urrah
keep them coming